Monday, December 21, 2009

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

few more days to go and its gonna be CHRISTmas...
WHEEE!!!

2ne1 wishes you a Merry Christmas


Bleach too


Death Note too



Big Bang also, Tae Yang brought a present along


Tohoshinki as well


Chise Nakamura, Bouken Yellow too


the other yellow, Shinken Yellow, Suzuka Morita too


For you girls out there, Lee Min Ho brought your present too (covers ears)


MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR
('.^)V

Monday, December 7, 2009

Rethinking Migration

some of you might have known that if given the chance, I would like to migrate to another country...
but now, i'm having doubts and was( and still am) rethinking on this subject...
it all started when i had a dream during my afternoon nap this afternoon.
it went like this:

i now migrated to a new place (like China or Japan)
i was studying there.
then, after school, my friends and i decided to stop by a stall to have a snack...
it said Malaysian food.
weirdly though, its not really Malaysian food.
its like wide hor fun wrapped around some fillings with curry...
(maybe kinda like on sun fun with curry, the one i like to eat in the shop near ROC)
when i bit it, i began to cry and remember Malaysia...
WEIRD!!!

so now i think...
every place has its flaw...
like in my case, being a so-called second class citizen, i am deprived of many advantages in academic and positions and even politics...
however, if i work hard enough, these things wont affect me, i think...
Malaysia is still my home (i know i know... i'm supposed to say Heaven is my home, but lets talk Earth now please)

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Meet Me Alter Egos

if you haven't already know, I am crazy
and crazy people have alter egos...LOL...
just kidding...
so, i'm here to introduce you to my alter egos...

Jared
the real person, quiet and soft-spoken,
a gentleman in the making, the overall good guy

Kacey
the outgoing, spontaneous, fun-loving guy who's loud and hyperactive
everything he does, he does them in STYLE

Daiki
the smart genius who hails from Japan and speaks random Japanese phrases

Boom a.k.a Captain Lollipop Sweettooth
the latest addition. he thinks he is the long lost brother of Willie Wonka and has a knack for chocolates and lollipops

Monday, November 2, 2009

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!

hey guys....
sorry for not updating in a while...
(not like anyone reads anyway... so sad)
was busy for exams....
its now OVER!!!! YAY!!!!

can you believe it...
my way of de-stressing these few days are by watching movies...
LOL...
torrent-ing a lot lately...
watched:
I Love You, Beth Cooper
I Love You, Man
The Ugly Truth
The Proposal

now, i'm downloading P.S I Love You...

gonna sleep now while i download...

btw, in case you're wondering (which i doubt)
exams was tough..
they dont call STPM the 3rd hardest exam in the world for nothing...

skipping school tomorrow...
shhhh... dont tell anyone...
the whole class decided to skip school tomorrow cos the exams are over but the next class still has exams...
its no fun sitting around quietly....

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Its settled!!!

nothing really big or anything...
its just that, i've been thinking of how to put my Japanese name...
but now its settled...
my japanese name will be now confirmed as Ha Daiki (葉 大輝
thats

葉 大輝

means leaf which in actuality, is indeed my Chinese surname (Yap
 means large or big
 is actually from kagayaki 輝き without the last part which meant radiance.

so, my japanese name means Large Radiance and the surname is well, leaf...
hehe...

Boku wa Ha Daiki desu. Midori ha no Ha, dai chuu sou no Dai, kagayaki no Ki.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Outing with my Friends again...

yup, i went outing with my friends again yesterday...
went downtown KL...
it was okay...

when we reached Times Square, we went for a movie entitled "Where got ghost?"
a Singaporean movie...
its actually more of a comedy than a horror movie, so it was okay with me i guess...

next, we went Roller Skating in Sungei Wang,
it was my first time...
really scary at first though...
but the people there were quite helpful...
gave me some tips...
i managed to go 2 rounds round the ring...
of course i fell...
lotsa times...
hurt my butt and also my front....
i think this is the first time i fell so many times in an hour or two...
OUCH!!! ITTAI!!!!

Then, some of us went bowling...
i was not really up to it...
so i went walking around...
after that, we met up again...

after that, we went to the arcade...
played some games...
LOL

soon after, we decided to head home...
we waited for the monorail but decided to take the next one as the one that arrived first was so full...
the second one was rather okay...

but the next train back was a disaster...
well, not really a disaster...
it was like in a sardine can...
so full of people that i cant move...
and worse...
it was already full but when we reach the KL station, people kept forcing in...
it was ALREADY FULL!!!!
these people have no brains ka....

reached back at the station,
send the guys home,
went home...
had a headache cos of the smoke everywhere...
(i guess i'm allergic t second-hand smoke...cant stand it)
actually my friend invited me to her house today for celebration
but when i asked for permission from my mum, i got a lecture instead....
sigh...

blablabla...

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Hitting the Reset button

actually, there are some stuff that i'm going to share now but i don't know what to write for the title of this post...
this is going to be a Christian post, so if you don't wanna read this, then fine by me but you wont know what your missing, so i do hope that you'll continue reading this...

I remembered one day, while driving to school, i had a sudden feeling of MAYBE God spoke something to me, which i dont know if it really is God or my own feelings. If it is God speaking, GREAT!!!
He said, "Do not run away from me when you fall, but because you fell, it is more that you should run towards Me."
then, i began to wonder, with all the sins that i struggle daily in my life, i was somewhat overwhelmed with guilt to even ask God for forgiveness, knowing full well that i had been taking His grace for granted over and over again for so many times, and i somehow know that there is a big possibility for me to fall again and the situation will be the same all over again. So, i knide brush this prodding aside and continued on with my life, as it is (i'm not that goody goody, please be informed first, if there is someone who ask "Who needs God?", i'll be the first to raise my hand)
BUT, i never did forget this prod, (hmmm... now i wonder, if it is my own feeling, i might forget, but if it's God, i won't forget this easily right... so i do believe that this is indeed from God)
and today, Unc Poh Leong was teaching about loss of salvation...
am i really lost for good, i did wondered throughout the class...
but he did say something that if you still feel the prodding, you still have hope.
so, I thank God for the prodding that I still have...

another thing that i've been keeping at heart these few days is the verse Proverbs 3:5-6 which said "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways, acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight"
you wanna know where i got this verse? of all places, got it from Facebook's application (not kidding). i used to just go "meh, just another application" but then again, in the previous Bible Class, Unc Poh Leong asked if we had any personal Bible verse, i know i did not.
so, i began to adopt this verse in my life, i'm gonna trust God.
this morning, while worshiping, i asked God to help me trust Him, to fallback when He says fallback without worrying bout hurting my back (go watch in Youtube, OneTimeBlind's Trust Fall to understand) and immediatedly, the "test" came when it's offering time.
i opened my wallet and was surprised to find only one RM1 note and one RM10 note (so i had only RM11). I was contemplating on which to give (i was going out after church, so i might spend)...suddenly, a sudden feeling struck me that went like "Do you trust me?"
I was like, "erm........... (long pause) fine, i do" i said and pulled the RM10 instead of the RM1.
after offering, i had a funny feeling (the not so good feeling)...
so i questioned God, "God, why am I having this feeling when i have already put in the money. What's the matter this time?" and it hit me that i put the RM10 not really to trust God but merely just making a decision that seemed right and was thinking about it even after giving, it seemed unwilling.
So, I asked God for forgiveness and willingly release the money for God's purpose and the feeling left.

Bottom line is that, God do speak to us at times though we might feel that it's just a feeling. Buf feelings in the form of words don't come suddenly. If it does, check your heart, your Bible or with another senior Christian to confirm.

so, what is it about hitting the reset button?
the truth is, i left devotion lying about for quite some time now, even not doing SOAP nowadays.
i finally decided to restart this area but i was kinda worried cos i though that i have not receive my devotion book which was sent to my old address.
so, doubtful that i would find it, i looked through the place i usually put the envelope (they sent the book a month early and when my mum goes back to the old place, she would get the mail), it was there...
i was happy a bit.
then, i realised something, it was not opened...
a feeling of guilt, shame and unhappiness suddenly took over the joy of finding it as i was ashamed of myself for not bothering to open to have a look like i always did last time when got the book.
so, i opened it and the book felt new again.
so now, i'm going to restart and reset my life.

hope this post blessed someone who reads it...
and remember, God do speak even when you think you are too far...
He longs for your return.
"My child, you're never too late to return to my arms"

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Flame of the Forest (Delonix regia)

I've searched through the web for a picture of the cross section of the Delonix regia (Flame of the Forest) flower but came to no avail.
Therefore, my friends and I had to go to town to get the flower (which the tree is very tall btw)
Location: in front of Istana Budaya, Kuala Lumpur
Permission was granted by the guard
So, here are a few of the pics.
Some were not taken by me, so, credit to those whom they belong to.

Not mine:



Mine:

Look how tall the tree is. I had to zoom it to the max to get this shot.





if you find these helpful, please leave a comment in the comment box and please do no flood my chatbox... Thank You.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

The first time......

i guess there's a first time for everything...
and this is regarding my car okay...
not anything else...

yesterday, i got stuck in my first real major traffic jam...
my sis needed Parmesan cheese and there are no stores that sell them nearby...
so, i drove to NSK, towards Rawang,
kinda knowing what I'll face, looking at the time, I went anyway...
on the way there, I've already saw the massiveness of the jam yet there are no U-turns...
so i guess i'll have to brace through it later...
went to NSK, got the stuff and got ready for the jam...
I think it lasted for about 45 minutes....

today...
my car wont start..
i mean, i sent jeremy for tuition...
waited there for him for 1 and a half hours where I parked a distance away (off-ed the car that time)
when the time arrived, I started my engine and drove over.
parked there waiting (waited for quite some time)
i saw steam started coming out from the car, so i off-ed the engine...
when jeremy arrived, i tried to start my engine...
IT WONT START...
i was really frustrated man...
called dad who is now still in Bangkok with mum...
pushed the car to a proper parking and waited there for my sis to arrive...
tried starting the car from time to time but it just wont start...
worse part is, its almost 10 and the mechanics are all closed...
when my sis arrive, we tried pouring water into the radiator...
tried atarting the engine again but it wont start...
sigh...
we had to leave the car there overnight...
pray that the car will be safe...

guess there's a first time for every bad thing...
sigh...

just one thing I hope never to have a first time concerning my car...
an accident...
i would totally hate that....

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Its Too Early for This...

I know its too early for this but I'm ADDICTED TO CHRISTMAS SONGS...
particularly 2 songs by Plus One entitled 'This is Christmas' and 'I Won't Forget This Christmas'
they're pretty nice and fresh (for me)...
here are the lyrics...
(look up the songs online, maybe youtube has them)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~
This is Christmas

They wished upon a star
Three wise men traveled far to see
A babe who was born to be King
The dream in heaven’s dreams
That made the prophets’ words complete
And the angels begin to sing

They looked to the sky
Followed the light
Love’s greatest gift
Had come to us that night

Chorus
Can you feel the spirit in the air
Giving hope to people everywhere
Celebrate our Savior’s here
This is Christmas
Hallelujahs echoing tonight
Now everything will be alright
Celebrate our Savior’s here
This is Christmas

I know we’ve seen some times
When joy has been so hard to find
And life seems to take more than faith
But we dreaming heaven’s dream
And finding hope within our hearts
To believe that there’s more than we see

We looked to the sky
Followed the light
Love’s greatest gift
Has come again tonight

repeat Chorus

Bridge
There’s no greater gift
Than the life that you gave
All the hatred
Rearrange it
Spread all the love
Spread all the love (the love, the love, the love)

repeat Chorus 3x
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I Won't Forget This Christmas

What if there was no manger
No wise men
No Savior
Just another day
In December

I’d be hopeless
Oh so hopeless
But on that day
With the Angels
Watching
Creation waiting
He came as a baby
And like an echo
Across the world
A cry was heard
And changed everything

Chorus
So I won’t forget this Christmas
That I am nothing without you
You are the star
That guides my heart
I won’t forget (I won’t forget)
This Christmas

Should I get distracted
Bring me back to
What matters
All the presents they
They will fade away
You are forever
Oh you’re forever
‘Cause nothing compares
To the gift you gave
My life you saved
And so I promise you

repeat Chorus

Bridge
La la la la
I will not forget
La la la la
What you did
‘Cause you are the life and
The breath
The reason I exist
You know I won’t forget

repeat Chorus 2x
~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Re-caught the Passion

just came back from camp last Sunday...
but i didn't really have time to update my blog...
just only found time (and mood) in the most unlikely of places...
in school biology lab...

FGA KD Family Camp 2009 was AMAZING!!!
really re-caught the passion that I once had...
to be honest, i was not really sure if I had the passion a few weeks ago...
I might think its there but i might be pretending...
i was uncertain...
but during the camp, I let it all out...
let God take control...
i was finally really able to feel the Holy Spirit and spoke in tongues...
and I believe that God really spoke to me through Pastor Bernard...
and I think I did felt God's will for my myself...
I now have a passion (or two)...
but I won't tell it here...
i'll only tell if you ask...
hehe (^.^)

the Youths who are going to Chiang Mai for Missions end of this year had a prayer session the last night...
the brainstorming session quickly turned H2H (heart to heart) as Peter felt that there is something stopping us from going forward...
but the things are private and would not be discussed in this blog...
we felt closer to each other...
and guess what, it lasted till 3.30 am...
by the end of it, we were all soooo sleepy and tired...

what i enjoyed most is the photo and posing sessions of the youth group...
we were sooooo vain...
LOL (^o^)
i love this picture most (cos i suggested the pose)
LOL (^o^)


Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Aizawa Rina's birthday was yesterday!!!

Aizawa Rina's birthday was yesterday...
i didnt really remember that...
oh my...
HONTO NI GOMENASAI, RINA-CHAN...
TANJOUBI OMEDATOU, KAWAII RINA_CHAN!!!!

for those of you who don't know who Rina is, she plays Rouyama Saki/Go-On Yellow in Engine Sentai Go-Onger last year and she is my first Japanese and better, Asian celebrity crush...hehe... (^.^)



Smile Mankai, Go-On Yellow!! -(^u^) -V,,

sorry for the few minutes of fanboy moment...lol...
not only girls do it you know...

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

it was a lite day

it was a light day today...
really really light day in school...
however, i woke up at 4 to do some reports...
alright, back to the topic...
we had a very light day in school today (alter ego: enough already with the light day!!!! [VnV] )

for general paper today, we just learned what they question and the rules when answering paper 2... Mr.Ravi gave the questions and sample answers... we just copied down.

then it was Bio...
we were to do dichotomus key today...
but the results are all given in the student manual already...
i've already answered to questions at home.
Pn.Yus just check it and can pass up already.
and since we had 3 periods and most of the work is done and not to mention, WIRELESS REACHES THE BIO LAB!!!
we just surfed the net for some bio and personal stuff...
hehe...
thank God I brought my lappy...
hehe...

then it was break time...

then, Muet 1...
Pn.Zarina just made us do some personality test and brain stuff...
didn't really study...
hehe

then, Muet 2...
we were so lazy...
Pn.Haslina also said she had some work to do...
she gave us some homework and said we can do our own stuff (but homework must pass up next week)
so, again i brought out lappy but there is no wireless connection in class... sigh...
so, Aaron, Eugene and I played Prototype in my lappy....
it was FUN!!!!
we played till go back and today, we decided not to stay back (hush, dont tell teacher)

so it was a LIGHT day...
hehe...
but as i've mentioned, i woke up at 4, so now i'm a bit tired...
so, off to take a nap now...
(_ _)zzzz....

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Fedora Frenzy

hehe...
today my brother borrowed a fedora from my sis...
after church, he was playing and wearing it....
but my dad said he doesn't look good with hats...
so i took the fedora and put it on....
LOVE IT!!!
then i asked my parents...
they said i look nice with it...
hehe...
so now, i'm kinda having FEDORA FRENZY....
hehe...
we went out to OU just now and i wore the fedora...
hehe...


Monday, July 6, 2009

sigh

starting tomorrow, school will end at 3.30 for us Form 6 from Monday to Thursdays...
sigh...
so bored of school, wish i could just finish it quick...

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

I think I'm changing, and i don't know why...

these few days, i've not been really behaving like myself...
i've turned from the quiet guy next door, to the loud and funny person...
i tend to have weird accents on purpose and do stuff i don't usually do like.... (dunno)
its starting to scare me a bit...
what if i lose myself???
but then again...
this is who i was, back when i was in Selayang, back when I was happy...
so now i wonder...
if its a good thing or a bad thing....
hmmmmmm.....

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Aquan Cruiser, Online!

for those of you who still don't know Aquan Cruiser, it is my car...
hahaha...
yep, i named it Aquan Cruiser...
cool name huh... (by now i guess you guys should be thinking i'm weird and probably crazy...haha)

well, today, i drove to school (yea, school on a saturday...ugh) alone...
hehe...
was a bit nervous, not a lot...
just a bit...
but i arrived safely in school...
HAHA!!!
parked under a shady tree...
hehe...

school was a bit dull today...
only the guys turned up.
7 of us to be exact...
haha...
only learned Bio...
after that, we had to paint the stuff for the Carnival promotion this Monday...

if you guys wanna come, its
In: SMK Taman Desa, Bandar Country Homes, Rawang
Date: 4th July
Time: 8.30am to 3.30pm
Whats there: games, food, drinks...

after the bell rang, we went out of the school.
Chee Yong was supposed to follow me home but he also wanted to have lunch with Tham and Zax first...
so we went together, 4 of us, in my CAR!!!
YAY!!!
was good, didn't mati engine...
haha...
had lunch and Chee Yong and I went back where i sent him home and went home and later went to YC where we had PPW (prayer, praise, worship)

it was good ( i think)...
after that, we played some games where i laughed my stomach off...
haha... it hurts...
hahahaha!!!!

dad then picked s up and had Burger King...YUMMY!!!
the smell of the beef patty is still there when i burp...
haha...

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Tagged again by Alyssa, Jeremy and maybe more

1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
lips are great but hmmm cheecks are good too i guess...

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
can i turn in today....

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
hmmmm.... my sis i guess....

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
hmmmm most probably not...

5. Will you ever donate blood?
when the time comes

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
a? talk about 2 - 5

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
hmmmm... how bout that.... well nobody exactly...hahaha

8. What does your last text message say?
Service Provider: Configuration messae blablabla

9. What are you thinking right now?
hmmmmm... nothing actually

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
not really...

11. What time did you go to bed last night?
1 something

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Fila somewhere....

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
God

14. Who was the last person who text you?
Maxis

10 special people to do this quiz…
1. Daphne Yap
2. Zhafarina
3. Alif Affandi
4. Rvie
5. Lynn
6. Fairuz
7. Jem Duke
8. Matt Soh
9. Yuki Poon
10. Carissa Morias


15. Who is no. 2 (Zhafarina) having a relationship with?
don't know... most probably (dreaming of) Daniel Wu

16. Is no. 3 (Alif) male or a female?
Definitely male (i think...haha...kidding)

17. If no. 7 (Jem Duke) and and no. 1 (Daphne) get together, would it be a good?
NO WAY!!!!

18. What is no. 1 (Daphne) studying about?
studying bout hmmmm Korean stuff, in particularly DBSK

19. When was the last time you chatted with no. 3 (Alif)?
hmmmm few weeks back...

20. Is no. 4 (Rvie) single?
i think not...

21. Say something about no. 2 (Zhafa)
Loud but cool...

22. What do you think about no. 10 (Carissa) and no. 6 (Fairuz) being together?
they dont even know each other....

23. Describe no. 9 (Yuki)
Cool and fun gal... one of the best colleagues and friend i've worked with...

24. What will you do if no. 5 (Lynn) and no. 7 (Jem Duke) fight?

one, they dont even know each other
two, would Jem go all the way to S'pore or Lynn come to M'sia just to fight???

25. Do you like 8 (Matt)?
hmmmm.... long time didnt contact him ady...

Monday, June 8, 2009

Old New Stock of toys

on friday i went to Cineleisure to have dinner with my family...
we had Bubba Gum again...
AWESOME FOOD!!!!
LOVE IT!!!!
to all of you out there reading (if there is), you guys should try it... but its a bit costly though...
but the portion is like big...
i was stuffed...

back to the title....
i went to Toyz and Hobby just for a shot as they had said before that they aren't gonna restock sentai stuff cos they're not selling well in Malaysia...
but still...
it became a habit to me that every time i went to Cineleisure, I just had to go in there...
haha...
and to my awesome surprise, they have well...
old "new" stock...
there's some sentai stuff and the best thing is, they're on sale!!!
YAY!!! 50% off on most items...
and i bought the Deka Robo Gattai Series set...
for those of you who might not understand, Deka is the short or term used in one of the sentai season named Dekaranger, based on police force...
Robo is well... robot...
Gattai is combination...
i love gattai series cos i can buy some seperately and combine them...
cool eh...
well, i do have some photos cos my friend from Philliphines wanted to see them...hehe...
here's to you Doom (real name unknown)




and there as well, i saw another cool toy from another season
but i didnt carry enough money to get it...
they are the Geki Shark and Geki Wolf...
its rather expensive...
70 something after discount and 100 over before discount...
will get it next time...

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

not been updating, so here's whats up

>lets start with my birthday part 2...
we went to the office to meet with dad in the evening.
then, we went to eat in this place called Pasta Zenmai which is like so cool for me cos they fuse Japanese and Italian food, two of my favorite food other that local foods...
hehe...
the food was soooo nice, it made me so full...
haha....
then, cos dad needs to work, we parted ways...
my siblings and i decided to catch a movie in Cineleisure, so we went there.
first we went to Ikano's Popular cos i need to get books and supplies for school...
while they get the tickets, i went to get some stuff...
i went and bought some ranger figurines to complete my Operation Overdrive/Boukenger collection...
haha....
then i went and bought chalk for the class as we do have a portion of the board as a blackboard but i the school uses markers already.
i then went and look and found a bag for going out....
i dont want a bag too big but also not too small...
i found a nice one which is orange in color...haha
in a way its kinda not me, but me as well cos i usually dont go for bright colors but orange is one of my favorite color (the fourth actually)...
i then met up with them and we put our stuff in the car...
the books were heavy...haha
then we went for the movie...
Night in the Museum 2....
awesome movie...
haha...
very funny and entertaining...
after the movie. we headed home.

> my sis had been saying that i blog bout everything except for my car...
well, if you guys haven't already know, my parents bought a car for me for my birthday...
before you guys think i'm rich, dont.
its a second-hand old car...
an old Proton Saga...
but its Blue in color, so its cool...
haha...
the insurance stuff finally went on well and now my car is in my uncle's workshop for checking cos my parents want it to be good for driving, not to mention safe...
i've driven it to practice around the housing area...
i'm getting the hang of it.
cant wait for it to return...
have i told you how old it is...
no?
haha...
older than me...
its bout 20 years old....
and the nick name i've put for it is Aquan Cruiser...
haha...

> its the school holidays now and i do have homework...
but sad to say, i havent started on them yet...
i have maths to do and Bio and Chemistry to read up...
i know i have more than a week more of holiday but how if i cant catch up...
determination, where are you now...i need you...
laziness and procrastination, please go away....

> as i am going to Chiang Mai this December for mission trip, i had to got make my passport...
just did it yesterday....
they were really fast...
haha...
i remember last time, we had to wait for like half a day to get it done but now, its done in about less than 2 hours.
hehe... and since the place to renew my i.c, i renewed it too...
saved a trip...

>the air con man came today...
no my room have an air con...
so cool!!!!

thats about it....
till then...

Friday, May 22, 2009

Wish came true...haha

what i thought to be an uneventful birthday (like every other year when my birthday were either filled with holidays or everyone seemed to be busy) turned out to be nice...
few weeks ago, i posted on my shoutout that i wished to feel special again...
and i guess i got my wish today.

i woke up in the morning and found 3 messages on my cell wishing me my b'day from Alyssa, JinYin and Kimberly. (thanks girls).

after shower, i got a message from Fiza, a friend i made this year which i didnt get to know in Tasik Puteri although we went there last year but we got close this year during Form 6 orientation. We Tasik people had to stick together....haha...

then, Phoebe (Arrifah) called all the way from her matrics place to wish me a happy b'day.
we chatted for a while before i head to school.

then i headed on to school.
on the way, i got a message from Daniel Martin, wishing me a blessed birthday.
hehe...

and so i reached school and thought of waiting for the others.
but they were not around.
i felt odd cos usually they are earlier than me.
so i headed to class and saw them hanging around the side walk of the second floor.
i gave a wave and headed up.
as soon as i reached there, they started singing Happy Birthday.
i felt special (wish was my wish...haha)...
i thanked them a lot...
thanks Vishnu, Fiza, and 2 other girls whom i dont really know, sorry
HONTO NO ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU!!!!
then, Aaron wished me in a weird way...
it was something like "Happy something something anniversary"
i just laughed and thanked him...
haha...
guess the noise was out...
haha...
Tham (weirdly enough) approached me and wished me but then he got on to his real business and asked me to name my assistant for the Cleanliness Officer post...haha...
then, Kouse arrived...
together with the others from Tasik Puteri, she handed me my first present of the day...
it was a big wrapped up present and a note...
hehe...
THANKS!!!!
HONTO NI ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU!!!

then the day went on as usual...
blablabla...

i got a message from Josiah wishing me too...
then, going back, Kouse's dad picked us up and uncle wished me too...
haha...

back home, when i opened the door, my brother who was lying on the floor and my sister sang me a birthday song, just that one is in english and the other in korean...
take a wild guess... its too easy...
hehe...
i then opened my email to discover a mail all the way from Canada by Rvie (a friend i met in a power rangers forum)...
it was a flash card...
hehe...
i turned to my blog and found my sis' wishing me too...
and as i turned on my messenger, Zhaf wished me...
and i just got a Myspace message from Aress wishing me too...
THANKS Y'ALL!!!
y'all really made my day and its not even 3 yet...

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Form 6 Orientation Week

this week was the orientation week for form 6.
i got to know that i'm in the school's pioneer form 6 batch...
so, there are no seniors...
in a way, its good cos we do not need to worry about senior bullies...
haha...
its kinda bad cos we cant really get guidance from seniors...

we did quite a number of stuff this week...
one of them are personality quizzes...
we did two quizzes...
the first one is the Self-Directed Search (SDS) which my results are Investigative, Social, and Artistic...
kinda true...haha
the other test is Inventori Personaliti Warna (IPW) [Colour Personality Inventory] where i got a strong Gold (responsibility & rules) and Blue (love & care)...
true too...
hehe....
we also did a roleplay for job interviews where i was the one that got interviewed....
my response was (IMO) quick, sharp, and details...
i even got cheers...
hehehehe...

next monday will be the Teachers' Day celebration in school...
the form 6 students were asked to do a performance and we will be doing a song...
guess what, i got a solo part where i have to rap and do some singing...
coolie!!!

"Its a B to the E to the LIA
Lets keep our heads up for better days
Do walk hand in hand if you understand
The message is to be together in this motherland.

Where's the love that used to shine.
In this darkest hour we're gonna be just fine..."



today, i also went to Rawang to collect some more pay for the extra work i did while working...
hehe...
didnt expect that much actually but i cant tell how much...
hehe...

so next week will be the beginning of the real form 6...
hope i'll build a good rep again in this place...
wish me the best...
i hope to get a position in the 6th Form Council...
it'll be cool...

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Bye Bye Bangs

tomorrow, i'll go back to school to continue my studies in form 6...
what a shock when i found out it was just next week...
left my job by the end of April, my dad asked to finish up some work in the office and the days i was not in the office, i had to take care of some stuff for form 6...
i didnt get to rest and tomorrow i'm going back to school...
sigh....

so i also had my haircut today...
bye bye man bangs that i had after schooling in form 5 and goodbye to my side burns too...
we'll meet again next year after i finish my form 6...

awaiting to see whats in stall tomorrow...
hopefully i'll find more friendly faces than i did in form 5...

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Personality Test Night!!! And the results are >>>

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Which Secret Life of the American Teenager Are You?

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near the end

so next tuesday is gonna be my last day in Perfection Training Academy (no, again, im not a tutor, just a normal staff)
kinda having mixed emotions bout it...
one side, i think i'm gonna miss earning...
haha...
who doesn't
when you dont need to save up for months just to get something cos when you earn, you can get it by the end of the month or the first week of the next month...
haha...

but another side of me kinda felt at ease finally getting out of there...
cos i think when you've been dealing with some people and facing them everytime you're there kinda annoys you...
i'm not really gonna talk bout him...
all in all is, he turned into a jerk and i dont know why only i got the cold treatment...
but i guess i dont care anymore...
dont need to look at him...
MUAHAHAHA!!!!

so, May is my so-called rest month until further notice on further studies...
but i dunno la...
if i feel maybe i wanna work with my dad for the month...
not too sure yet...
actually i think i could cos there are some more pictures to be scanned (2+ more boxes to be scanned to be exact)
we'll just see how...

till then, mata ne!

Friday, April 17, 2009

plans crashed...

i guess all my plans are crashing down now
all cos i didnt get into matriculation...
i just checked a few minutes ago...
i really didnt get in...
now i'm sad and lost cos all my plans revolved around going to matrics, not form 6...
now i have to hope that the rayuan is accepted...

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Japanese Snack Fair

today we went to Ikano for Sushi King Dinner...
hehe...
but i'm not really gonna blog bout that.
nearby is a Japanese Snack fair...
it was kinda cool but i didnt get to buy too many stuff cos i don't wanna waste too much money...
hehe...
but then i saw something soooo cool (at least for me)
ENGINE SENTAI GO-ONGER........CURRY!!!
LOLZ....
funny huh...
but i bought it...


and also, i bought Pocky Men's
lolz...
cool huh...

thats cos i saw this commercial that was starred by one of the actors of Hana Kimi Japan






Tuesday, April 7, 2009

YATTA!!!!

the famous Heroes phrase from Hiro Nakamura which means "I DID IT!!!"
today was my driving test and i passed both the test.
we have 2 tests.
on the road and track test.

i did my track test first.
the track consist of the hill, side parking, and three point turn.
i aced it all with just one shot...
yay!!!
thank God for helping me...
hehe...

and next was the on-the-road test.
passing mark was 16/20
i passed with a 17/20...
not too bad, not too good either.
just enough.
but as long i passed, good enough...
hehe...

the waiting line was really a nightmare.
but mine was good.
hehe...
cos they broke us into two groups first.
my number is 51 so i was in group 2.
as soon as i'm done with the track, i went for the on-the-road test and guess what.
its number 45 of the first group,
the tester called out 5 following numbers and guess what, i'm in.
lolz...
it didnt even have to wait for 5 minutes for my name to be called.
hehe...
but then, i had to wait for the other 4 before i can go.
hehe...
but it was ok.
as long as i know my number is almost there and i dont have to wait too long, i'm happy.
hehe...
some that did earlier than me had to wait like for hours till their turn for the second part...
poor them...

after passing, i had to wait for dunno what
the wait was sooooo long...
the joy finally tuned down.
lolz...
i came back, shower, ate a bit and slept...
now, after i woke up, i blog...
hehe...


Saturday, April 4, 2009

Plus One - Tonight

i've been listening to this song over and over again cos i just NEED GOD to take over...
the chorus is really good especially the last 2 lines of the chorus

-> I am broken
-> But that's just your type

i'm in the process if breaking as life just seems to get to me a lot these days.
gotta leave old self behind.
another part i like is the second pre-chorus

-> But today and every single day
->Just cripple both my legs
->These hands don't work
->But yours will do just fine

its somehow a hidden meaning and i think the meaning to it is
"God, just take over. I can't go on by myself"

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I want to walk down 3rd street slow
Drive up and down the coast
Watching the sunset hang
While God puts on his show
I want a life outside my own
A stranger that everybody knows
I want to kill the ghost that haunts me as I grow

But today and every single day
Just covers up my face
The earth is dark but
I can see the sky

[Chorus]
Tonight I'll leave myself behind
And run into the light
I am broken
But that's just your type

I want to trade this tongue for ears
Make failure disappear
I want the confidence that doesn't lean on cheers
I want to plant the golden seed
Beside a sparkling sea
Working my way up high in a deeply rooted tree

But today and every single day
Just cripples both my legs
The hands don't work
But yours will do just fine

[Chorus]
But tonight I'll leave myself behind
And run into the light
I am broken
But that's just your type

Shine your light
Let me see tonight
Shine your light
Put your heart in mine
Cut the cord from this empty life
Cut the cord leave it all behind [2x]

[Chorus]
But tonight
I'll leave myself behind
I am broken but that's just your type




Monday, March 30, 2009

i think i have a syndrome...

don't worry
it's not infectious and there's nothing wrong with my brain ( i think)

earlier today, i was reading through Alyssa's blog and saw that she wrote something on middle-child's syndrome.
so, it intrigued me (as i am a middle child) and found that the research results she found indeed implied to me...
kinda all of it...
so yea, i have a syndrome that i wasn't aware of till now,
the middle child syndrome.

Quote from the net:

The middle or second born child or children often have the sense of not belonging. They fight to receive attention from parents and others because they feel many times they are being ignored or dubbed off as being the same as another sibling. Being in the middle a child can feel insecure. The middle child often lacks drive and looks for direction from the first born child. Sometimes a middle child feels out of place because they are not over achievers and like to go with the flow of things.

Being a middle child would mean they are loners. They really don’t like to latch on to a person in a relationship, therefore they have trouble keeping one due to lack of interest. Not liking to take the limelight for anything, they are not over achievers and just simply work enough work to get by, and typically that goes with school as well as a career. They are however very artistic and creative. If forced to use abilities they will work well, but do not work well under pressure. They often start several projects but rarely keep focused long enough to finish a project.

The best career move for a middle child would be along the lines of using their creative. Going into a writing or journalism career, and into a career that they could freely express themselves would be good. Anything that would have hours that are flexible, and projects that frequently changed would be good for a middle born child. Since relationships are not of high importance to a middle child, often times they are alone. However, the best possible match for a middle child would be a last born.


Sunday, March 29, 2009

he's sorry that he's such a failure

he'm sorry for being such a failure.
he suck at everything i try to achieve...
he tried to bring at least a wee bit of happiness to my parents yet i always fail...
he try to do what i could at home with the chores yet IT NEVER SEEMS TO BE GOOD ENOUGH...
and he have to listen to all the complains and heart-aching comments on the messiness of the house when here he was, helping to sort things out in the fridge while someone was there just sleeping and doesnt seem to bother...
whenever he slack or tries to enjoy life a little bit more than usual, he gets the blow of words and complaints.

every time she comes home, she does so little...
every time,the other he is either out playing or just hanging in his room without laying a finger...
he had to be the one helping out yet as he was helping, complaints start pouring on how messy things are...
he's really saddened by the fact that the one that did the most among the 3 had to listen and be condemned while he's still trying to help out despite all that...
in his deep hurt he carried on till he could find the time to go into his room and wet his pillow with tears when no one is around...
and all he could think of is how much of a failure, a disappointment he is and that no one cares cos he's just another speck in this world, so insignificant...
so he decides that he'll try his best to stay far away in his future...
and when he returns, he'll just come back to slave and go again, bearing all the hurt all over again...
he has no shoulder to lean on, no where he could show his tears and someone would just go with his flow without any "but you're also in the wrong."
deeply, as he tried to come out of his shell, he's pushed back in by a strong force called hurt.
he begins to hate himself just as he began to love himself.
he doesn't have the strength and courage to go through suicide and thus had to be strong enough to endure all hurt thrown at him...

he's now really sad and will sleep away his sadness and here i am, his alter ego trying to write down his emotions...

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

gosh! i'm stupid

gosh!
i'm having the feeling again...
i kinda hate it...
though most of the times, i hide it...
its that really stupid feeling
the one that made me feel like i'm getting stupider...
its mainly cos i failed to get 10A's for my SPM which is really depressing...
and a B for Chemistry...
thats the worst thing that ever happened...

hearing from Mr.Zeelan that many of his students called him and said they had a A1 really bugs me that i failed to do so...

I'M SO STUPID!!!

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Yesterday and Today!!!

yesterday was lotsa fun cos da boss belanja us to a Staff Dinner.
WOOT!!!

so after work, i followed in Yoga's car to DU first to meet other staffs.
I was there with Sandy and Yuki.
Sandy didn't feel like being there so finally, we went down to a Starbucks downstairs.
So we ordered our starbucks...
hehe...
i finally found my favorite Frappucino...
JAVA CHIPS!!!
WOOT!!!
SUPER DANG DELICIOUS!!!


then, after some time, we headed to the place in Soho KL.
the place is not really a mall...
it's kinda like an outdoor mall...


the Perfection Staff Dinner was held in Tenji Japanese Buffet Restaurant


there, we had lotsa sushi and SASHIMI!!!
which are raw salmon and octopus...
AWESOME!!!
i even had oyster...hehe
rich people food...
hehe...
there, they also had Haagen Dazs...
wow!!!
the Sorbet was awesome...
so sour, just like the way i like it...
hehe...
the Shitake Mushroom was also so good...
like sprinkled caramel on top...
hehe...
and also coconut drink...
awesome...
i had 3 coconuts..
hehe...
i think this is the website...
they got promotion until 31st March
so ne quick cos its a great promotion...
Tenji Soho KL Solaris

here we are from the Rawang Branch


and the four frens


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then today is the day...
the D-DAY!!!
SPM Result Day
i think mine is ok...
but something pretty bad happened...
i got 7A, 3B, and 1 E...
1 freaking E for Bible Knowledge.
i did read my bible but the problem is
i had no guidance from any tutor
my answers might be right but my format might be wrong and caused me to lose so much


and then i rushed to Selayang Mall to meet up with my old friends...
hehe
the ones i can go crazy with...
here's to our happy family except for the girl in yellow wearing white tudung.


i took this photo so i'm not in it.

but i'm in this one but its not too nice.

Monday, March 9, 2009

WHAT THA....

i'm very emo now...
listening to McFly - Too Close for Comfort is going along my feelings but the incident is not mine...
it happened to one of my very best friend...
you see, she and her ex-bf broke up last year...
he had no feelings anymore but she still harps a bit...
he sms/called her today...
at first, she's happy and overjoyed
but that tone turned upside down when he said he found someone new...
i was like WT-!
i sms-ed her as soon as i heard that from another friend
she replied...
but then i figured it'll be better to just call...
she said she is ok
but she sounded really really sad, devastated...
but she wished him and his new gf happiness...
wow...
such selflessness can only come from someone who truly loved the person before...

what's worse is that i continued to chat with the other friend
the friend told me that the ex never did really love her...
how could guys these days be like this...
sometimes, i'm even ashamed that guys can be so heartless
if you dont like someone, please do tell earlier than just playing with their feelings...
that Jerk is so getting a cold treatment when he sees me...

Saturday, March 7, 2009

God is AWESOME!!!

please be informed that this post is not to impose any religion to anyone...
if you're sensitive on religious issues, especially Christianity, please do not continue but if you do, you're really well appreciated...
this post also does not contain any material that condemns other religion, so be relieved.

today in Youth Cell, we watched an E-Speaker (ask Unc Poh Leong) calls it...
the E-Speaker was Louie Giglio and the title is "How Great is Our God"
i can't really tell the whole sermon again but there were some things that just BLEW MY MIND AWAY!

the first half was okay...
it kinda was about astronomy, how BIG are some things that God created and guess what...
He doesn't even need to move a finger...
He just need to speak and the thing happen...
WOW!!!
one thing that realy blew my mind was that in a galaxy called the Whirpool Galaxy,
the very nucleus of it is just too beautiful and the meaning of it is just too wonderful...
here's the picture of it taken by the Hubble Satelite

a cross, right in the middle of it...
WOW!!!!

the second part is just very touching...
but the part that struck me the most...
is that there is a molecule in our bodies called the Laminin...
it's function is as an adhesive molecule that binds everything together
and guess what...
its the shape of a Cross...
yup, a cross


which indirectly means that God is the one that sustained us...
that holds us together when everything seems to fall apart...
how WOW is that?!

it's just too AWESOME!!!
GOD IS AWESOME!!!