Wednesday, December 5, 2007

I nee You Jesus to come to my rescue

You are the source of the life
I can't be left behind
No one else will do
I will take hold of you

I need You Jesus
To come to my rescue
Where else can I go
There's no other name by
Which I am saved
Capture me with grace
I will follow you

This world has nothing for me
I will follow You
This world has nothing for me
I will follow You

Sunday, November 11, 2007

life could't get any worse...

buzz...
WRONG!!!!

life is so bad 4 me i guess...

i guess i don wanna talk bout it...

the comp is goin out of my room...
and it's even not my fault...
where did i went wrong...

now...
i'm forced 2 use de lousy windows 2000 comp to surf the net
while others are all using windows xp...
not fair...
n windows messenger can't even work here...

just when u think life can't get any worse...
its there and then that i gets terrible...

wait for my book...
it'l be entitled
A Pathetic Life

chapters...
  1. A Pathetic Life
  2. A Pathetic Life, the After That
  3. A Pathetic Life, the Before That
  4. A Pathetic Life, the Continuation
  5. A Pathetic Life, the Don't Wanna Talk Bout It
  6. A Pathetic Life, the Exaggerated Pain
  7. A Pathetic Life, the Freaking Life
  8. A Pathetic Life, the Great Laws of Survival
  9. A Pathetic Life, the High Time Yet Low Tide
  10. A Pathetic Life, the Idiotic Sequel
  11. A Pathetic Life, the Jolly Old Forgotten Self
  12. A Pathetic Life, the King of Unluckiness
  13. A Pathetic Life, the Lame Story
  14. A Pathetic Life, the Mum's nags
  15. A Pathetic Life, the Never Wanna Re-Occur Stories
  16. A Pathetic Life, the Overacted Life
  17. A Pathetic Life, the Pains
  18. A Pathetic Life, the Questions Of A Teenagers
  19. A Pathetic Life, the Rule OF Life
  20. A Pathetic Life, the Stupidity Sequel
  21. A Pathetic Life, the Top Ten Trials
  22. A Pathetic Life, the Underestimated Uniqueness
  23. A Pathetic Life, the Very Don't Wanna Talk Bout It
  24. A Pathetic Life, the Woah!!! Yet Woah...
  25. A Pathetic Life, the X-Files
  26. A Pathetic Life, the Yappy One
  27. A Pathetic Life, the Zeal Unspoken Of

Friday, November 9, 2007

i just don't get it

so many things tat i don't get it...

when things aren't goin rite, izit my fault or the ppl around me...
i try to be de gud guy but end up looking like de bad one...
sigh...
i mean come on...
i speak to the person nicely, i get scolding instead...
am i tat un-like-able???
am i a bad person???
i guess i'm just living my bad days again...

wats so fun bout watching wrestling???
come on...
its so fake...
world wrestling entertainment...
more like "whacko wrestling e-diots"
i mean...
look...
they fall on the back but hold their nose...
kononnya nose bleed...
u see muscular guys but all oso pain here pain there...
kena punch a bit, pain oledi...
is so damn obvious tat its just an act...
where did they get ppl 2 fill up the stadium???
ok ok...
some ppl would say
"wats so fun bout watching power rangers... its just acting..."
but its different...
this acting is for children to watch...
so its not that violent...
hey... sumtimes they even throw in sum moral values...
wwe???
all i see is violence n hatred...
they boast around....
in the end of the day, they still get hit...

y do i always have bad days...
yea...
gud times come once in a while
but bad days are so often...
sumtimes, there isn't a day that goes by without me getting some scolding...

am i selfish?
am i de bad guy???

Sunday, November 4, 2007

Fashion this Season

this season, go for
"Less is More"

its easier to do with de don't s...

1.don't over accessorize
an(signifying 1) accessory or none would be just fine,
wear either "A" bracelet or bangles, necklace or a ring...

2. small is better...
last season, the bigger the better...
but not this season...
go for small lockets or bracelets...
use the thin type of silver thingy for the "string"
guyz, go back to the silicone bands if u wanna...

3. colours....
sry... can't say any yet...
but i think de usual colours la...
black, white, blue, red, pink....
like tat la...

4. don't over-wear clothes...
2 layer is in but not 3...

5. hair on guys...
pacak is not really advisable...
maybe a bit but not too much
or else u would appear very kampung...

tats as much as i noe...
check de net for real fashion news...
these are only wat i see tat is in...

for a bit more special thing tat would be cool...
use the little attraction method...
like attract ppl to an "out of place" colour...

example:
lets say u r wearing cool colours( blue, green, black,silver)...
wear an accessory that has warm colour(red, yellow,orange,gold)...

Monday, October 29, 2007

my frens r so cool...

they did a farewell party 4 me...
THX GUYZ (if y'all ever get 2 read this...)

i waz supposed 2 be a surprise party but i kinda cracked it...
haha...

da food waz moderate...
not really wonderfully made but its de presence n frenship that counts rite?...

they asked me 2 give comments on other students...
de ones i'm ok wid i can commen nicely la...
but got one girl...
she kinda cheats in exam...
i really didn't noe wat 2 say bout her...
so, i made up sum stuff la...

de teachers present r oso cool teachers...
haha...
they r my fav teachers...
haha...

Saturday, October 27, 2007

wheres sorry in our community

sorry is no longer a vocabulary in most of our community...
i mean come on...
u agree???

sorry seems 2 be de hardest word for most ppl...
(guess they heard too mush of de FREAKIN GAY Elton John)
guess its coz ppl got 2 much ego...
(including me...)
but i would say sorry if i noe i'm in de wrong...
provided de person i "offended" didn't shoot me down first...
i mean... come on...
when y r ready 2 say sorry, de person shoot u damn down till u lose all interest in apologizing....
or make u feel as though de person is not worthy of u'r 'sorry' as he/she is too ego 2 listen 2 u'r explanation..

sumtimes, sorry seems so heavy...
many thought it is a loser's word coz u put yourself at de losing end...
yea...
but y not if we can safe our breath trying 2 explain n fight...
then, we would feel better...
rite???

some ppl pulak...
instead of sayin sorry though they noe they r in de wrong,
put de blame on u instead...
sigh...

so...
up 2 u whether u wanna let go of u'r ego n apologize 2 "solve" de prob or continue on till
u "kill" de person...

haha...

Saturday, September 15, 2007

weak with a weak ankle...

its been a boring week now...
stayed home de whole week...
wished i was in skool instead...
though it might sound nice 2 be not in skool 4 a week, but
IDTS (i don't think so)
i prefer 2 be in skool...
frens r there...
moreover, exam is next week...
haiz....

felt very useless oso...
i mean...
seeing ppl do stuff tat i can usually help but not being able 2...
felt so useles...

Saturday, September 8, 2007

sprained my ankle...

i was suppose 2 write this post yesterday but my dad asked me 2 off de comp...
i sparined my ankle...
ouch...
don't ask how k...

k la...
i danced some hip-hop moves i jumped...
landed on my left foot n sprained it...
ouch....

then...
its all swollen...

later at night...
i went to see de doc...
doc said go Hospital Selayang for x-ray...

in hospital...
waited so long for de whole get in until go home...
n they called tat emergency ward...
sigh...

1st, go to de room...
they took BP n asked 2 wait again...
afetr tat...
go see de doc...
she took a look n asked 2 go take x-ray...
after x-ray...
wait again...
then de results came...
thank god no dislocated or fracture...
only sprained...

now,
my leg is plastered...
can't move much...

on mc from skool for a week...
miss u guyz la...

Saturday, September 1, 2007

trip to pasir salak (read till end...)

da trip 2 Pasir Salak was amazing...
not so much de destination but de fun...

my highlights...

de galeri seni is almost closing...
so not many ppl left...
de "stairs" to de second floor is actually a slope...
so...
Faizz,Arrifah n I went playing, running there...
we got dinosaur run, n baywatch run...
hahaha...
gud excercise...
oso titah di-raja...
from de second floor

de best part was de DISCO BUS!!!
we disco-ed in de bus...
PCD songs were played all thru de journey...
almost everyone danced...
dunno y Faizz like reluctant at first...
but sooner join la...
hahaha...
don tell anyone ok...
as i'm writting this...
i'm really tired...
haha

ok la...
chioz

-jad Y-

Friday, August 31, 2007

patriotic drama

yesterday wuz de closing ceremony of de patriotic month of my skool....
our class did a drama entitled
Titik-titik Perjuangan from de antologi of Form 4 Komsas....
wow...
de day b4...
we messed up big time during practice...
but yesterday wuz gud...
haha

i had 2 "fall" 3 times...
ouch...
once, i "fell"
n while i was goin 2 stand up,
i slipped n fall...
4 real...
ouch...
but i juz ignored it..
hehe

end of it,
i found myself hurt...
still hurting 2day...
my knees hurt...

overall...
it was gud...
everyone laughed...
de pricipal said
"very very good"
wow!!!

de oscar 4 de best actor goes to- Ng Wei Guan as Pegawai...
he recieved lotsa giud comments...
principal said she was impressed that he is able 2 break free of his caccoon...

de oscar 4 de best actor goes to- Meliza as perempuan tua...
best scene- erm... mabuk i guess played by Dean-nezh...

cast n crew:

Advisor: Pn.Maha
Director: Parveen Kaur
Background music Coordinator: ME!!!! hahaha


cast:
Ng Wei Guan as Pegawai
Parveen Kaur as Gadis Kampung
Meliza Moses as Perempuan Tua
Zulfikri as Orang Muda Kampung 1
Faizz as Pekebun n Orang Muda Kampung 2
Jared as Driver n Orang Tua
Azrai as Pekebun n Japanese Comander
Dean as Orang Mabuk, Announcer, Japanese Soldier
Gulam as Japanese Soldier
Abg Din as Japanese Soldier
Yugen as Japanese Soldier
Jent as British man n British Soldier
Myni as British Soldier
Bukh as British Soldier
Am as Tunku Abd Rahman
Kavi as Perempuan British
Param as Orang Gaji Perempuan British
Arrifah as Perempuan Kampung
Zhafa as Perempuan Kampung
Shal as Perempuan Kampung
Hafizah as Perempuan Kampung

Sunday, August 26, 2007

10 of my impossible dreams

there r a few of my dreams tat r impossible but can happen 2 other ppl...
i hope tat it will one day happen 2 me...
not all oso nvm...
list of them r

1. enter a singing talent search contest
2. appear to be top 5 in de contest
3. have a duet with Vanessa Hudgens or Hillary Duff
3. act in a Power Ranger series (i've ALWAYS wanna do tat) as de Blue ranger
4. hook up with a celebrity
5. appear on TV as an occupation
6. be friends with Hayden Panettiere, Vanessa Hudgens, Zac Efron,or Jesse McCartney
7. have my first kiss when de electricity is out n the only lighting is candle light
8. act in a movie/musical for an international company
9. get a million bucks
10. be sumone i wan 2 be without pretending...

reached my aim...

HAHAHA!!!!

finally i reached my Friendster aim...
i've reached more than 100 friends...
but de thing is...
i don't simply add ppl wan...
all i got 2 noe from sumwhere...
most i met b4...

when i first started using Friendster...
i was skeptical n tot tat i will nvr reach even 100 friends...
now...
hahahaha....
muah hahahaha....
more than 100 frens n still counting...

i noe other ppl got like gazillion frens
n maybe i shouldn't get so excited juzt coz i reached 100 frens
but i am
coz
like i said,
i was doubtful tat i can even reach 100 frens at first...
hehe

Friday, August 24, 2007

holidays over so soon...

dang!!!
da holidyas over so soon...
gosh...

h/w???
done sorta half oledi...
hehe

wat i did this "short" holiday???
play game...
do homework...
laze around...
sleep...
watch tv...
well... so on n so forth...

oh ya!!!
got POKAI!!!
HAHAHA!!!
really empty oledi my wallet..
so now i when i said tat i'm a big spender...
i meant it...
hehe...
malu oso la...
hehe

can't wait to go back 2 skool...
actually
can't wait to meet my frens...
not can't wait to kena coz x siap kerja...
hehe...

Saturday, August 18, 2007

the japanese are here!!!

no...
its not a warning...
haha... :D
buts i thinks its kinda funny

Friday...
Jumbara Nippon ceremony was held...
its like a coming out ceremony 2 introduce M'sia's culture to them...
there's this girl, Sakura...
shes so cute....










then,
there's this guy...
Masakazu...
(nice name)
his kinda good looking...
many girls naik miang lookin at him...
but blur blur wan...
maybe coz he dunno english...










de nice girl...
Minami...
she's nice...
many of my frens say shes pretty...
not cute but pretty...
hehe
tis wan got 2 pics...




















n a cheerful boy,
Kuya...
dean say he very cheerful...
but i don hv his pic...

stories...

erm...

de best wan has gotta be de wan i said to Sakura...
here goes...
they wanna go oledi..
de last photo session with "fans"
Sakura was standing with de Japanese guys n Jon n Ong were oso beside...
so went to them...
smiled a bit...
hand Kuya my card...
n looked to Sakura n said
"anata Kawaii"
meaning you cute...
she flabbergasted...
de japanese guys like laughed n said sumthin in japan....
Jon n Ong were like
"wat u said? wat u said?"
so i was juz
"i said she's cute...wan me 2 teach u ar?"
the i looke 2 sakura again n said
"Sakura kawaii"
she flabbergasted again...
hehe...

next...
i went to Minami 4 a photo...
then, i oso said
"anata Kawaii"
then, shes like
no no no....
haha...
i went
yes yes yes
"anata kawaii"
hahaha :D

i still can't believe tat i did it...
i was de shy guy who can't seem 2 talk 2 new ppl...
n i said it...
WOW even 4 myself!!!

power in friendship

a true friendship holds a lot of power...
in a true friendship,
its not all ups and no downs...
my best frens n i went thru a lot
but it helped build our friendship...

on Thursday,
our group's true friendship is shown...
Arrifah is goin 2 do de modelling...
but Pn.Nora sorta forced her to put on de sanggul n take off her tudung...
she oso wanted puteri 2 model...
de thing is, puteri is so slow n not co-operative...
arrifah didn't wanna take of her tudung coz of sum experience...
(she was scolded in standard 5 by her dad 4 takin of her tudung 4 a dance)
we were sittin in a group...
she went to see Pn.Nora not far away...
they talked a bit...
then she took off...
i tot she went canteen 2 get sumthin...
she did not come back for a few minutes...
so, i told Jess n Mon tat we should go look 4 her...
so there we go...
Parveen, Jess,Mon, Jessica, Faizz, n I to go look 4 her...
faizz n jess went to de toilet...
(faizz didn't enter of course!!!)
parveen, jessica, mon, n i thought of goin 2 de canteen...
but we immediately changed our minds...
we went to de toilet instead...
faizz told us jess is not out yet...
so, de girls went in...
i n faizz waited n went 2 de dewan 2 think of a way...
then we went back...
jess n de others came out then...
told us tat arrifah cried terribly n don't let them in...
they oso told tat they had 2 get a pail 2 peep in to see if arrifah is ok...

we all went as a group leaving parveen behind 2 keep an eye on arrifah...
we confronted Pn.Nora saying its not fair...
(its amazing how far we can go for our true frens...)
she got all kinds of reasons...
saying "now puteri left de dance 4 modellin n now she's not doin oledi...later she will kecik hati..."
(wats her thing with puteri... wats so damn great bout her??? juz coz she does not wear tudung n can put sanggul??? wats this???)
jessica relied "wat about arrifah???"
she said "arrifah n zhafa was de gossip material of de teachers now..."
i was shocked coz i noe tat they r nice ppl...
we still debated by saying tat "puteri never turned up 4 de training but arrifah did n helped us out"
she said "dia memang macam itu... suka keluar kelas"
OMG!!! how can a teacher accuse a student like tat...
tats obviously not true...
after all arrifah did 4 de sidred, she's accusing her like tat...

in de end, she gave up n said tat "korang cari seorang lagi lelaki..pastu, arrifah boleh buat"
so...
that shed sum light...
we thought n thought...
Einsteiners had 2 go 4 drama practice...
leaving Mendellers 2 handle it...
Go jess, mon n jessica...
after de second round of practice, i went 2 check on them...
sumone volunteered...
YAY!!!!
so...
prob settled...

now...
its de problem wif arrifah...
emotions not rite...
she sat alone...
i went n sat beside her... not saying anything...
"do u noe tat when sumone's down, they wan sumone beside but don wanna talk..."
tats my theory...
then she suddenly said sumthing bout a TVB drama we both watched...
so, taking de cue, i cheered her up like de person on tat show did...
she smiled again...
hehe... ;D

Sunday, August 12, 2007

i'm phlegmatic...

few weeks ago,de youths did a persolnality test...
2day, we get our results...
and de verdict is...

i'm phlegmatic...
well...
i actually kinda agree on tat...

i am a ppl person...
i'm a good listener...
well...
do your own research la...
malas la wanna write...

anyway...
with good comes bad...

but always remember...
we r made by God with our strengths and weaknesses...
no one is all good...
we can all put on a mask anytime...
(this also applies 2 myself...)
but then again...

Psalm 139:14

14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.

we r all wonderfully made coz God's works r all wonderful...

Friday, August 10, 2007

been thinkin lately bout... teachers

Teachers.....
a person that can be his/her students' friend, mentor, guide, crying shoulder
sumtimes, a teacher can be closer than a parent or sibling
a person that u can look up to n oso dislike very much...
they can either make a student or break de student...

break de student u may ask....
yea...
teachers who aren't sensitive 2 de student's issues can really break de student...
sum teachers r so unsensitive that they even curse de student...
though its sumtimes meant 2 be a joke,but still....
its hurting...
yea...
really...
its true...
(well not towards me... i think)
this will cause de student 2 dislike de teacher 4 life...
their only solution,
keep their distance away...
finish homework, pass up, done...
no contact watsoever...
keep only at teacher n student relationship distance
no furthur...
respect must still be there...
worst come 2 worst,
ignore de teacher unless u'r being questioned...

also sumtimes, teachers can betray a students trust...
students trust their teachers so much that they spill to their teachers...
but still, rather than keepin it a secret, sum teachers spill out to others...
how can it be...
that student trusted de teacher but is betrayed like tat...

so, teachers reading pls take notice,
jaga your students hati n de student will jaga your hati...
its like karma,
wat goes around comes around...

to spill a secret 2 teachers,
student will do better for de subject tat they like sumtimes not because they are good,
but rather they don't wanna let de teacher down,
so, they do their best...

students readin,
pls know your boundaries...
don't go overboard...
u can treat a teacher like a friend but not your pal tat u can play n goof around till it goes overboard...
they r still your teachers....

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

wake up call!!!

in these 2 days, 4 Einstein was 'bombarded with WAKE UP CALLS!!!

yesterday,
we had a wake up call from Sir Joshua...
(sir... if u readin, thank you for the wake up call.. its really wat we needed)
he told us on de importance of education n tat our edu system is way behind others...
like we study ogives now in form 4, a student exchange student from Belgium had already learnt it like 5 to 6 years ago...
woa..
then, he opened us to de REAL WORLD out there...
things tat we as students r usually shielded from...
we need 2 plan wat we want 2 do in da future...
n stuff like tat...

today,
we got a wake up call from Pn.Malathi...
she was very dissappointed with our Bio marks...
well not all of us actually...
she said tat those who got so low grades n failed should forget bout doin Bio...
its gonna be like suicide...
fews students might be kicked off Einstein n Mendel might be closed down since their resultes were not very good...
only a few would still hv a chance 2 achieve their dreams in takin Bio...

so...
its time to WAKE UP!!!
no more playin a fool...
no more long afternoon naps
no more procastinating on homework
no more lazing around

EINSTEIN!!! WAKE UP!!!
JARED!!! WAKE UP!!!

Saturday, August 4, 2007

some ppl juz dunno toilet etiquettes...
yeah...
toilets oso got etiquettes wan...

i was browsing Youtube de few months back n found a clip...
Men's Restroom Etiquettes...
it states sum etiquettes tat made sense like....
nvm...
check it out u'r self...


maybe my 1st big fat F

last day of test 2day...

however...
add maths paper was a killer paper...
NO ONE n i repeat NO ONE got 2 finish de paper...

i knew i said i like add maths...
n still do...
i don hate de paper...
but juz complaining tat it was a killer....

out of 12 questions, i managed 2 finish around...
lets see....
7 like tat la...
tat wan oso dunno all correct o not...
confirm got wrong coz sum i hentam wan...
no time 2 think much...

so...
i might be getting my first BIG FAT 'F'
for de 1st time in secondary skool....
wow....

so...
wish me luck n hope i pass...

will tell if i pass or fail...
don worry...
no hard feelings...
even Superman will fall....
wat so more me...

lesson learnt...
don't be over confident on a thing u think u'r good at...

Thursday, August 2, 2007

last paper 2morrow...

2morrow is de last paper...
n both oso my likes...
Maths and Add Maths...
hahaha...
crazy rite???
but i do like 2 play wif numbers...
still dunno why...

maybe i wanna be a math teacher one day...
then, i'll go back to Selayang Bharu 2 teach...
then, i see all my single teachers now married oledi...
hahaha...
from cik to puan...
hahaha
then...
i'll be da teacher who would be "last time ah...like tis...like tat wan"...
hahaha...

so...
wish me all da best n remind me not 2 forget my fren
"CALC!!!"

numbers....here i come!!!
up, up...
GOES MY GRAPH OF VICTORY!!!!
hahaha...LOLZ

see ya again 2morrow nite...
frome 8 till late...(maybe earlier than 8)

Sunday, July 22, 2007

revenge or no revenge???

u noe de feeling wher u noe de rite thing 2 do but u wanna do u'r way...
there's this "sexually polluted brain" guy in my class...
so d*mn irritating...
kept steppin on my "tail"

4 instance,
drama practice 4 tis year's merdeka celebration in skool...
i took de role of an old kampung man who wanted Merdeka,
he, on de other hand, a British police...
there's a scene where de police comes in 2 arrest de kampung ppl...
he kept on knee-ing me while i was down....
i felt so terribly wanting 2 shout back at him...
"WATS U'R PROBLEM!!!"
i think he got sumthin against gud guys (hey! i'm a gud guy)...

i think de story began when i was at de canteen...
bought a piece of keropok lekor...
hot wat...
so i was juz "holdin" it in my mouth...
"U suckin c*ck oh u?"
(dang... he's so dirty minded... he's brain is so full of sex...)
well.... he said it to his fren in tamil...
so, i juz turn, stared at him n asked him wat he said, sternly...
he repeated it...
so, without sayin a word, i juz smiled (i've kinda learned 2 not be irritated by stupid remarks... i mean, the more irritated u r, de more they'll continue...rite?) n stepped on his shoes... hard!!!
he started shoutin n shoutin la...
"stupid la u!!!"
i juz gave a bow...
"I'll take it as a compliment..."(well... i didn't say anything actually)
(sarcasm is already my trait...)

so...
as i was sayin....
wat should i do???
de rite thing is juz 2 forgive n go on...

1 Peter 3:9
Do not repay evil with evil or insult with insult, but with blessing, because to this you were called so that you may inherit a blessing.

so... de rite thing 2 do is 2 forgive n (bless?) de person...

but my flesh is struggling with my spirit...
i'm gonna flare at him... for sure...

therefore,
i've come 2 conclusion...
i'm gonna tell a mutual fren 2 warn him if he dares to get on my nerves again, i'll flare him... even in front of Pn.Maha, for all i care...
if he wanna talk 2 me, bring it on...
if he still gets on my nerves on practices, i'll flare...
"Don't tell me I din't warn you!!!" i'll juz say...
that'll shut him up...

i'm no longer tat easy to be stepped on anymore...
wat "killed" me has made me stronger
i've gone through my storms n i've grown tougher...
step on my head, see wat i'll do to u...
BRING IT ON!!!

Friday, July 20, 2007

today is 20-07-2007

guess wat...
i juz realized tat de date 2day is 20-07-2007...
still wondering y itz special???
ignores de dashes...

2day???
i was not really in class de whole day...
only for Bio class only...
hehe
got sum work tat hv 2 finish 2day...
da whole day, Faizz n I were typin de name list 4 de Pasir Salak trip...
after recess, Pn.Maha came...
said got sum problem...
so, Arrifah, Faizz n I went 2 betulkan de problem...
turns out, actually no problem with my typing...
printer got problem...
so...
we printed a few...
still problem...
de empty space still there...
(bilik bidang's computer memang I wanna campak la I tell u....)
so...
got 1 de empty space was filled oledi...
but another wan empty...
so, we did de old fashion way...
cut de empty one out n paste it in another paper...
so, de list finally lengkap... hahaha
then, we photocopied it...
wasn't really obvious tat we tampal... hahaha
if i hadn't tell, it's unnoticeable...
hahaha...

afternoon...
drama practice for Titik-titik Perjuangan
for Bulan Patriotik...
i actually had a role...
but i juz sit in as de driver 4 da orang inggeris...
hahaha...
i was so good at doin it tat Pn.Maha put me in 4 tat part...

for de less informed, Pn.Maha is my B.Melayu (or izit Bahasa Malaysia now?) now...
she's a good teacher in teaching komsas coz tats wat she took 4 her master's...
now, she's takin PHD...
wow yeah???

so... tats bout 2day... hehe...
so, 20-07-2007 is quite a special day
sort off to say...

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Fashion Design: I'm back!!!

guess wat!!!
i'm back to designing clothes again...
left it late last year coz i thought it's kinde queer...
but no...
i found out tat quite a number of famous designers are STRAIGHT GUYS....

of course, my designs are better and my drawing has improved...
i think i should not juz leave sumthin i like doin...
but... will it be funny???

i juz only designed two to three designs for the summer...
this summer theme, big, bold and fun...
also, retro is back...
and earth colour is in...

so...
go on...
give sum comment...

i guess its not you

things are supposed to get better each day...
i noe wat i wrote in my last post...
but i came to realization today...

who am I kidding...
basically no one but myself...
lying to myself each day saying "I'm having a crush on her"

we practically bumped into each other a lot today...
but not once did I utter a simple "Hi" or a "Hey"...

so I guess I'm gonna stop...
no point cheating myself anymore...
unless she makes a move by understanding de reason behind a gift I gave her...

then de next thing u noe, i'm sayin i'm in luv again
but i guess not tis time
juz lettin de feeling slowly die off

"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You're the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to"

but it is not meant for me to choose...
one of my life goal is hard to catch now....
not enough time..
de goal is : getting a GF at de age of 16

so...
now i'm left alone...
decision is made...
Goodbye to you...

what should i say to her???

i like a girl... (cannot tell who)
but i dunno what to say to her...

"Let me understand clearly through the night,
Who am I without you?
Who needs this so-called freedom,
My whole world is already being possessed by you"

its a translation from a Chinese song entitled Zhan You(Possessed) by Fahrenheit

"So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you"

the chorus of a song from Elliott Yamin, Wait For You

or make up my own words...

"I have fallen deeply, madly in love with you,
My world is full of you,
When I wake up, I think of you,
When I sleep, I think of you.

I may not be the perfect man,
But what I have, I promise you,
To hold your hands through your storms,
To put my arms around you when the storm arrives,
To be your crying shoulder.

I'm just a phone call away,
Anytime, Anywhere,
You can count on me to pick up the phone
'Coz I'm deeply, madly in love with you."

suggestions anyone???



Friday, July 13, 2007

Week's episode

funny things in skool this week...

hmm...

Wednesday - Add Maths
(sir... if u readin... erm... laugh along la... haha)
we used another classroom...
particularly 5 Mendel...
Sir is usin almost de whole board oledi...
Sir is bending down to tulis de equation...
de equation quite long...
Sir writing like as though posing like tat...
Dean n I spoke to ourselves...
" Any lower and we would hear de crackin sound"
thank God...
never happened..
but practically de whole class is already laughing
then we (in we I meant Dean) like kacau Sir....
"Sir... hebat ha posing..."
"Then... wan me to bend down like tat ah ( cangkung action)..." replied sir
again... whole class laughs... hahahaha...

another thing....
also Add Maths class
Peng Peng's younger brother came into de class...
"........" (can't hear wat he said...)
"Wo...pu...hui... ciang... hua... yi..." Sir replied...
"nak jumpa Yap Lee Ping" said lil' boy...
jumpa n gone...
Gent kacau sir pulak tis time...
"Sir... sir cakap x tau Bahasa Cina dalam Bahasa Cina, kan?"
...... (don remember after tat...hehe)
tat was b4 de posing thing actually....

so...
wat i'm sayin is, my Add Maths classes are fun...
always look forward to it...
lovin da subject...
nice teacher is a very good extra...

Friday - Biology
nothin much...
juz living up de Helium trademark...
all suddenly like went on crack...
laughing at basically nothin
me included...
but i did not do anything embarrassing...
thank God...
teacher oso laughed (i think)...

Parveen asked bout de gamete of the anther to me...
de so-called female reproductive organ in a flower...
all sorts of answer popped in our heads
wat poly sumthin...
then... we finally surrender...
ask teacher...
Polen Grain...
we all laughed...
polen grain la...
wat poly-saccharides, poly watever... hahaha

(i think i'm still on crack when i'm writting this)

Bio class...
or rather ex-Helium students
we go on crack anytime...
mix with us...
even if u r de quiet type of person...
u Will LOL...


Wednesday and Thursday afternoons
Prefect Orientation (Tuesday, i was not in coz not free)
hmm....
nice, jovial, whacko group this year...
fun to be with them...

Wednesday... nothin much...
Thursday
Explorace day...
Dean n I takin de Dataran Budi area...
Task: two person with back facing each other (guy to guy, girl to girl), legs tied with rafia string, walk for about 2,3 meters, not walk, turn n turn....
got quite a lot of rafia strings...
Dean n I plan to kacau de Pengawas Percubaan-s
when they arrive, we just said in a melancholic tone
"Satu daripada anda perlu berkorban. Nampak tak paku itu? Dengan tali Rafia ini, gantung kawan anda"
many juz went...
"ok, ok... gantung aku"
both of us were shocked...
then de real task is revealed...

while they do their task, i got an injury..
while cuttin de rafia string with a blade, i accidentally cut my finger...
quite deep but wat i worry is tat de blade was a bit rusted
ouch...

i guess juz abaout tat...

sum words from a person havin a bad day

life as always,
has been takin its toll on me...

normal, unexciting days comes always
bad days, when it comes, it comes pouring like for days...
good days... as far as i remember, never came...
juz good minutes and good hours...

no wonder i brood most of de times...
i act crazy but deep inside, no one noes rite...
therefore, i made up a simple chorus

you see me as a guy who has it all,
a great girl and a great job, (not me but it fits to give de almost perfect thing)
but deep inside
the truth revealed
inside i'm hurting
a part of me is dying
i'm empty inside

so...
tats about it...

just started...

hey y'all...
it'z Jared Yap here...
i've juz started a blog here...
so my current Friendster blog will not really be in use anymore...
check me out...
post comments if u wan...
see ya when i see ya...
chioz