Bragged Too Much of a Lie

Malaysians...
We bragged too much about a lie... (well, most Malaysians that is)

Tourist: What's so special about Malaysia?
Malaysian: Oh. All three major races live in perfect harmony.
(LIE!)

You know what I mean...
Its evident all around...
Racial slur...
Racial fights...
Discrimination...
Get what I mean???

Sejarah Form 5 said "Malaysia lantang menentang dasar Apartheid di Afrika Selatan (Malaysia opposes strongly of Apartheid in South Africa)"
but look at what' happening...
racial fights all around...
all due to what???
DISCRIMINATION!!!
w-t-_(fill in the last letter yourself)!

This year's Merdeka slogan is Perpaduan Teras Kejayaan
but then its this year that there is most problems when it comes to social harmony...
pfft!!!
wonder what kejayaan are we getting...

Quote of Mr.S (full name not mentioned to protect the innocent... LOLZ)
"Malaysia pandai menyelesaikan masalah... orang lain..."

me???
I very social harmonious...
don't believe?

TA-DAH!!!

Paranoia

word of the week...
PARANOIA...
yep...
that's one of the many words i used frequently this week...

the school's PTA is soooo paranoid...
on Tuesday, the student affairs teacher gave a "speech" if that's what you can call it
that all students found uploading videos containing or with the tag of the school's name will be punished.

good thing i deleted them already...
i was actually blackmailed by the way, on that day...
the guy who's the "star" of my vid was so dang paranoid...
so i tried to delete them after school in the cyber cafe...
tried twice but youtube is having site maintainance, so i couldn't...
dang was i in a panic...
i only got to delete them in my tuition center later in the evening...

why are they sooo paranoid about???
putting the school's name in shame???

if students are posting videos that are erh hem...
i don't mind if they get punished,
but he(student affairs teacher) even warned those who posted school activities and personal class videos...
ugh...(what that about??? (@@)
why so paranoid???
this school is soo paranoid and kampung that these kinds of thing sets things up like this...
and their not even proud of the vids of success of the students that was posted...
(weird!)

I wonder...

This is Me (another song)

Hiding beneath the shadows of their wings
Why did I tried so hard to fit in
Look at what I've become
Time to come out of the shell
And say...

Chorus
This is me
I am free
To be who I'm meant to be
Take me now
Leave me now
Oh yeah
It's your choice somehow
And I know
Eventually
They gotta see the real me
This is me
I can't hide
No more

Bridge
No more masks to hide who I really am
No more things to hinder me to be me
I may not have
Fancy cars,
Fancy money
But I don't care
As long as I stay true to who I am.

repeat chorus

Just an Average Joe

these few weeks, i realized i'm just another average joe.
there may be a lot of things that i can do, but there are more that i can't do.

ppl say i'm good in studies, but i don't like to study
ppl say i'm ok in singing, i can't pull some notes
ppl say my art is good, many others are better...

i'm just another average joe that got a little lucky in lfe but i realized that my capabilities has its limits and i'm just an average joe.

-work STILL in progress in my life-