being me, i crave for company...
so, i guess in order to get that, i'm nice to almost everyone i want to have company with...
unfortunately, not everyone wants my company...
but they won't tell me...
they'll just keep on using me till i'm sucked dry...
which leaves me unappreciated, used and abused... (or i feel that way)
so, i do think that being alone is not such a bad thing...
at least it's better than being used and abused...
sometimes, i feel like people whom i put in my inner circle are and were the wrong people...
i do feel like they don't even actually give two hoots about me...
i wonder why i try so hard to try to win their affection....
i guess, i'd rather be alone than used and abused after all...
on another note, not too far differing...
have you ever wonder if the person who builds their walls are actually longing for someone to actually, genuinely take their time to break through it...
let me let you see it this way...
building a wall is not to shut people out...
it's to open a window for the right people to come in and repel the wrong ones...
sometimes, i just wish i'm not that nice...
1 comment:
whats weirder is that you're not alone in your feelings. Its either we are too nice or we are not nice at all, its hard to find people in the middle.
tks for your feel sharing :)
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