Monday, August 9, 2010

Always the good friend material, never the boyfriend.

Its weird, isn't it?
that being the nice guy, i've always been the good friend material but never the boyfriend material.
girls always find me the sensitive guy who looks after them like a good friend should.
they always ask me if i already have a girlfriend and when i say no, they wont believe me, saying someone as "good" as me, its impossible that i dont have a girlfriend.
and they'll say stuff like, whoever that can be my girlfriend is lucky...
flattering, but really?! do they need to do that? its not like it will boost my charisma or anything to get a girl... so......
why do they do that when they themselves should know why i dont have one...
heck, they are girls, they should understand the female mind more than i do...
i guess girls of this generation prefers dangerous badboys, the "Cool" punks or someone who can give them a secured future, thats why i guess the bad boys and the geniuses are the ones with the girls...
what can i provide for a girl is only emotional security. so, i guess thats why i cant get a girl... girls dont want that, thats what their other girl friends are for i guess...
they dont need guys to understand them (but they always complain when guys cant understand them)
they dont need guys to care for them (so-called independent women)

so... whatever for now i guess....
or, its cos God knows i'm too fragile to survive a breakup, so He will get me one when the time is right...hmmm....
(but you know, sometimes, i wanna make my own mistakes... weird, but true..)

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

love yourself first before you love others,taiki-sama...
jodoh x kemana...akhirnye jumpe juga..
if you desperate for it,it will not come..
just let time,patience and effort that lead you to her..
gain experience and memories...is
the best thing that can occupy you :)

葉 大輝 said...

thanks sarah-san...