sigh sigh double sigh

i went to the bank to deposit money a while ago...

and the money i owe myself made me think...

its so hard for me to repay the amount of money i took out from my account when i needed the money then...

it made me think that if i'm to deposit XX amount back, it'll take me weeks or months from my allowance for now...

this led me to think of the pay when i come out to work next time,

not to mention , when i work, thats the end of my allowance and also "free" petrol, i'll have to start paying my own petrol which meant 100 to 200 bucks of my monthly pay will go to petrol alone...

then, how about lunch... another let say 300 gone there a month...

SIGH SIGH DOUBLE SIGH, SIGH, MAKE IT TRIPLE...

and when my dad told us about our expenses, it makes me wonder if i can even make enough for the future...

i'm not too sure if i'll even be able to get married by the age of say 35...

if not, its either i dont have enough income or i'll be too busy working to even look for my soul mate...

SIGH!!!!

now i understand when people say school days are the best...

wait till i really experience it...