Holidays

hey there peeps...
waddup?!
*not funny

how's the holidays been going?
1 month break and i'm almost half way through...
it's been kinda boring for me...
day in day out staring at the computer...
refreshing Facebook, Twitter and 9gag all day has been my daily routine...
occasionally, i get to download my shows and watch them but it's like only once a week for each show...
0_o

this is what i looked like these days


this week will be kinda different...
i'll be working from Monday to Friday
will be going to see Wong Fu on Saturday
and Camp will start on Sunday...
this week will be great...

then, it'll be back to faffing for another one and a half week
and i'll be back in college for the next semester...
looking forward to it...
cant stand being useless and lazy...

till then....
ala prochaine

Under the Weather

just had the urge to blog at 1am...
weird....
i know....

these days, i've been a little under the weather...
first, sore throat, then, coughing and flu...
good thing i'm recovering a lil by lil...
my sore throat is almost entirely gone...
coughing is reduced...
nose still gets blocked once in a while...

you know, medicine sucks sometimes...
but i kinda like taking my cough syrup...
BENA EXPECTORENT!!!


brings back memories of when i was in National Service camp...
this baby helps me sleep throughout the night...
you know, in camps, your friends will usually tell you that the camp is haunted and stuff...
and sometimes, you will wake up at odd hours of the night and start imagining stuff thought they're not there (or are they???)
so, i love to get the coughs in camp cos i'll get my BENA EXPECTORENT and can sleep well throughout the night till wake up call....
just to share a lil...
kbye~ (^u^)/

I'M NOT DEAD!!!! yet....

hey there peeps....

let's do that again...

HEY THERE READERS!!!! or the lack of it...

(trust me, it sounds better on video)

just so you know, i'm still pretty much alive...

in fact, so much more alive than i used to be that i no longer update you guys much...

(much apologies)

so, what to speak about today????

NO IDEA!!!

*insert your own version of the evil laugh here...

So, topic of the day, fo real!

here's the thing...

few weeks ago, anonymous (who is zis anonymous and why ish e eberywhere?) asked me on the site that shall not be named on how to dress up for a guy...

i'm not lying...

roll in screencap...

and my answer was....

dressing up smart for a man is not as simple as it seems actually… first of all, your dressing have to compliment your body size and skin color… get clothes that fit perfectly… don’t get clothes that are too big or too tight… but for the easiest yet most classy and smart looking would be a suit or you can just go with a button-up shirt (depending on situations, but the safest would be a plain white or black shirt), tie (skinny would be preferred for a more classy and fashionable look), blazer and proper jeans with dress shoes (leather or something similar)… sport shoes are too risky for smart style cos if it doesn’t fit too well, it’ll totally ruin your whole look…

i was so excited and overwhelmed that time for someone to ask me that that i might have missed out something...

so, now, i'll expound and explain more...

or rather, i'll show you some pictures of how to dress so it's easier...

letting people down

one of my greatest weakness is that, i'm afraid of letting people down till sometimes that i could destroy myself...

it was so hard for me to send a text asking if i could pull out...

anyone of you has ever felt that way?

like it so hard to let people down that you rather just sacrifice your own interests?

what made me write this little post is that

i've applied for a post as a rexco member and had recently been approved...

you see, when my friends applied, i wanted to apply too

i did not think of the responsibilities and the time i'll have to sacrifice if i got in...

when my friends got in and my text came in late, i didn't feel so good like as though i'm not good enough...

but when the text came, i was happy for a minute till i began to think of all the personal time and interest i'll have to sacrifice and i began to regret that i applied...

i've sent a text yesterday asking if i could pull out...

the exco member asked me why and i've explained (in a text)

but i havent got a reply yet...

though i know that i have the right to pull out, i find it hard to send that text yesterday cos it kills me if i had to let people down...

since at a very young age, it matters to me what people think of me (another bad habit) to the point that it's hard for me to be true to myself and express my real thoughts and feelings in order not to jeopardize my relationship with that person....

can i ever be truly happy and true to myself if i keep on thinking of what people think that it kills me to the core???

HELP!!!

-but then again, i'm very good at letting people down unintentionally...

i'm a failure to myself a lot of times...-

I got assignments on my mind~~~

assignments....

i thought i wont dread it but i am...

they're not easy and you have to do a lot for so little marks...

and you'll have to rush for time and battle laziness...

need will power!!!

-sorry if this post contains too many grammatical errors and inaccurate choice of words... i'm just tired and too lazy to think