First Day in New Skool

long time no post...
guess its been a while...

for those who dunno, i moved sumtime ago in October...
i'm goin to a new skool now...

first day was really weird for me...
i feel totally left out n different.
everyone's talkin bout their holidays n stuff...
i was there reading a book, Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian to be exact...
a few students approach me, yet i felt different

usually, i don't bother much bout reading, but i read 5 chapters in skool alone.
back home, i have this weird kinda anxiety disorder...
like i'm missing something.
my frens noe i love to go online.
but i rather be back wid my frens than online at tat time.

new changes... really really weird...

Second Day was not so bad...
just tat i was told they have tis crappish rule tat says guys r not allowed to wear belt...
SUPER AWKWARD.

more acquaintances on second day...
but i still feel de anxiety disorder back home...

I nee You Jesus to come to my rescue

You are the source of the life
I can't be left behind
No one else will do
I will take hold of you

I need You Jesus
To come to my rescue
Where else can I go
There's no other name by
Which I am saved
Capture me with grace
I will follow you

This world has nothing for me
I will follow You
This world has nothing for me
I will follow You

life could't get any worse...

buzz...
WRONG!!!!

life is so bad 4 me i guess...

i guess i don wanna talk bout it...

the comp is goin out of my room...
and it's even not my fault...
where did i went wrong...

now...
i'm forced 2 use de lousy windows 2000 comp to surf the net
while others are all using windows xp...
not fair...
n windows messenger can't even work here...

just when u think life can't get any worse...
its there and then that i gets terrible...

wait for my book...
it'l be entitled
A Pathetic Life

chapters...

1. A Pathetic Life
2. A Pathetic Life, the After That
3. A Pathetic Life, the Before That
4. A Pathetic Life, the Continuation
5. A Pathetic Life, the Don't Wanna Talk Bout It
   
6. A Pathetic Life, the Exaggerated Pain
7. A Pathetic Life, the Freaking Life
8. A Pathetic Life, the Great Laws of Survival
   
9. A Pathetic Life, the High Time Yet Low Tide
10. A Pathetic Life, the Idiotic Sequel
11. A Pathetic Life, the Jolly Old Forgotten Self
12. A Pathetic Life, the King of Unluckiness
    
13. A Pathetic Life, the Lame Story
14. A Pathetic Life, the Mum's nags
15. A Pathetic Life, the Never Wanna Re-Occur Stories
16. A Pathetic Life, the Overacted Life
    
17. A Pathetic Life, the Pains
18. A Pathetic Life, the Questions Of A Teenagers
19. A Pathetic Life, the Rule OF Life
    
20. A Pathetic Life, the Stupidity Sequel
21. A Pathetic Life, the Top Ten Trials
    
22. A Pathetic Life, the Underestimated Uniqueness
23. A Pathetic Life, the Very Don't Wanna Talk Bout It
24. A Pathetic Life, the Woah!!! Yet Woah...
25. A Pathetic Life, the X-Files
26. A Pathetic Life, the Yappy One
27. A Pathetic Life, the Zeal Unspoken Of
    

i just don't get it

so many things tat i don't get it...

when things aren't goin rite, izit my fault or the ppl around me...
i try to be de gud guy but end up looking like de bad one...
sigh...
i mean come on...
i speak to the person nicely, i get scolding instead...
am i tat un-like-able???
am i a bad person???
i guess i'm just living my bad days again...

wats so fun bout watching wrestling???
come on...
its so fake...
world wrestling entertainment...
more like "whacko wrestling e-diots"
i mean...
look...
they fall on the back but hold their nose...
kononnya nose bleed...
u see muscular guys but all oso pain here pain there...
kena punch a bit, pain oledi...
is so damn obvious tat its just an act...
where did they get ppl 2 fill up the stadium???
ok ok...
some ppl would say
"wats so fun bout watching power rangers... its just acting..."
but its different...
this acting is for children to watch...
so its not that violent...
hey... sumtimes they even throw in sum moral values...
wwe???
all i see is violence n hatred...
they boast around....
in the end of the day, they still get hit...

y do i always have bad days...
yea...
gud times come once in a while
but bad days are so often...
sumtimes, there isn't a day that goes by without me getting some scolding...

am i selfish?
am i de bad guy???

Fashion this Season

this season, go for
"Less is More"

its easier to do with de don't s...

1.don't over accessorize
an(signifying 1) accessory or none would be just fine,
wear either "A" bracelet or bangles, necklace or a ring...

2. small is better...
last season, the bigger the better...
but not this season...
go for small lockets or bracelets...
use the thin type of silver thingy for the "string"
guyz, go back to the silicone bands if u wanna...

3. colours....
sry... can't say any yet...
but i think de usual colours la...
black, white, blue, red, pink....
like tat la...

4. don't over-wear clothes...
2 layer is in but not 3...

5. hair on guys...
pacak is not really advisable...
maybe a bit but not too much
or else u would appear very kampung...

tats as much as i noe...
check de net for real fashion news...
these are only wat i see tat is in...

for a bit more special thing tat would be cool...
use the little attraction method...
like attract ppl to an "out of place" colour...

example:
lets say u r wearing cool colours( blue, green, black,silver)...
wear an accessory that has warm colour(red, yellow,orange,gold)...