back to SUCKING-HAM PALACE

where???
its a combination of SUCK and BUCKINGHAM PALACE...

why???
its back to school. thats why...

why Sucking-ham Palace???
i hate the place...
school that is, not Buckingham Palace (where in London is it? is it even in London?)
a reject, an outcast, a misfit...
i guess i just don't fit in there...

Kouse once "asked" me...
"You don't fit in right?"
"Yea." I just replied plainly.
"You noticed?" I asked back.
"Yea." she answered.
this shows how obvious it is...

Farah gave me a smack-on-the-face news that i know but never expect someone to realize.
"Ramai orang tak suka kamu." she said.
"Saya tau. Buat-buat tak tau jer." I replied.
"Diorang kata ko sombong." she contiunued.
"Saya sombong ke?' I asked her.
"Tak." she answered.

the truth hit me the whole day that someone actually realize that people there HATE me.
what did i do to them???

I chatted with D and A about it.
"Diorang yang kata kau sombong tu bodoh." said A.

but then, my motto for this year is
"I will never conform to be who you want me to be just to fit in."
(cont.) God made me this way, and I don't find any problem nor problems with my attitude to society.

FIRE IN DA HOLE!!!

today has been really weird...
lotsa things happened...
but the highlight is the Chem Lab Mishap.

Story goes...
We were conducting an experiment that requires alcohol and fire...
Everyone knows alcohol is combustible right???
Here goes.
We're to put the "pelita"( a glass bottle containing ethanol in it connected to a string (what do you call it???)), or can be said a lamp on the test tube rack as it will raise the height of the lamp to the desired height.
Then, we're to light it up and cover it with some cover at the sides to avoid loss of heat to the surroundings.
Raj covered the thing too tight and knocked over the test tube rack which drops the lamp, broke it and the ethanol flow (the lamp was already lit). FIRE!!!! but small one la...
HAHA...
on the table and next the floor...
almost everyone panicked...
i went to get the extinguisher but de thingy just cannot be pressed...
dunno why...
i saw the pin was out already..
but the (guy i dislike) "saved" the day by bringing another extinguisher and extinguished the fire...
some helped to clean up after that.
then, we kena lecture from Pn.Hasana, the Head of Chem Department.
we were told this is the first time this incident happened...
we're HISTORY MAKERS!!!
HAHAHA!!!

next thing that happened today...
I caught David (not my dad) watching porn...
OMG...
God, forgive me for accidentally looked...
bad news,
he's a "Christian"
talk about being peculiar..

another thing...
i cut myself while shaving...
OUCH!!!

PLKN KENA!!! ARGH!!!

dang it!!!
National Service i kena!!!
I don't believe this!!!

Its true...Here!!!

the sad truth i gotta face...
(T_T)

The Champion

this was done last year but i just found it on youtube this year...
greatjob guys...

is it natural to be jealous???

is it natural to be jealous???
but it comes without me asking it...

you see...
I sit beside a guy who is like very good in his maths and add maths...
I guess I'm not too bad myself...
classmates would come to him for help...
when they come, they would rather wait for him to finish with another classmate who asked first than asking me...
i kinda feel a bit awkward...
i mean... "Hello, I'm here. I might be able to help you..."
it kinda hurts when other classmates does that...
so, is it OK to be a bit hurt there???

can anyone answer me???