I'm only human...

yea...
i'm only human and i realised it the hard way...
i fell way hard...
in physics...
i got a 47...
7 marks to fail...
way bad for my history...
got a great scolding like as though its gonna be the end of da world :(
I'm no longer the genius that i was i guess...
thats de worst i got since i've started learning physics...
half of the questions was of chapter 5 of form 4 (i'm in form 5 tis year) and i didn't really learn tat chapter coz i sprained my ankle last year when de teacher taught tat chapter...

I'm only human.
When u punch me, i bruise.
When u cut me, I bleed.
When u kill me, I die.

but the other papers are ok i guess...
got good grades for Maths, Add Maths, EST, History and stuff( at the moment)...
wish me luck for the rest...

Holiday so far

to me, holiday started last saturday...

On Sunday, i bought a whole set of Heroes Season 1.
Monday, whole day, I watched Heroes season 1, picked up from where i left on TV.
from 8 sumthing, all de way to 5 something in de afternoon...
Parents not at home...hehe...
It was nice and i wanna buy Season 2 soon...

Tuesday, fell sick. Woke up, i had a bad sore throat. Sakit Giler....
But still, i went for tuition.
When i came back home, i came down with a flu.
ACHOO!!!!

Wednesday,
Sore throat getting better, Flu, a bit better lah...

on Friday, i have almost the whole day in tuition.
11 to 12, then 3 to 5 like tat, then 6 all the way to 8.30 like tat.

AIYO.....

Confused Friendship...

i'm a little confused of a friendship with a best friend i had...
Dean...

he was my best friend back where i used to stay.
the thing is, I'm confused of his friendship...

He messaged just to ask a question. I answered and i asked a question back "Is that the only reason you called?" he just answered a ya and said do I wanna ask his GF anything... I just answered no and he didn't reply back.

Then, i asked my other best friends, "Is he still in the our team?" Phoebe said No, Sam said No, Marcos said he's confused...

Then, i had a dream. In my dream, the team was there like we used to. I can see Sam, Marcos and Phoebe but not Dean... The question is, "Is it in my memory that he is always playing truant or he is no longer one of my best friend???" I'm confused.

The other day, Phoebe asked him did he call or chatted with me. He just gave a NO reply with a "does i really have to" look...

Few days before this, he finally called to ask about how my debate turn out...By that time, I had already thought the thought of "Maybe we don't need a Red Ranger after all..." You know what i mean...

SO, here I am, CONFUSED!!!
Should we just go on as a 4 ranger team? Or confront him???

lately...

things has been ok lately...

CNY...
I had to be in skool on CNY eve coz tis new skool does not hv many Chinese, so no long extra holidays for CNY...
CNY has been busy tis year...
thank go no holiday H/W... hehehe

Eve... nothing much happen, just reunion in uncle's hse...
Day 1... hmm... visiting visiting n visiting....
Day 2... same...
Day 3... my hse open hse... got to fetch old buds from SB... chat n update each other...
Day 4... after church... visiting again...
then, back to skool...

Skool...
everything has been ok...
got into a group i guess...
they had been nice... (Naz, the Twins n George)

Tuition (Perfection Rawang)...
everything is just so so la....

other stuff...
HAPPY TAT MARCOS N PHOEBE FINALLY GOT TOGETHER...
they are 2 of my best frens n finally they got together...
so happy 4 them...

nothin else i guess...hehe

Things are blurry nowadays...

like de title, things r blurry nowadays...
not really clear wat i wanna do n stuff like tat...
things r just plain messy...
argh!!!!